so apparently,

I had a little caffeine addiction. I guess I should have been more aware of it. Withdrawal was full of headaches & nausea.

Have you ever seen that episode of 30Rock when Liz walks in on Jack & C.C. doing 'it' which is 'business' because 'business' is 'it'? She walks in on them in the early morn and Jack said that creative types aren't suppose to be up that early, and Liz said she stopped drinking caffeine and now she goes to bed at 6?

whew. that was a lot of words.

Anyway, I fell asleep at 6 on Tuesday night. Wicked!

Today I've still had a few waves tiredness and a couple moments of light headache. I did zip up my jeans and felt a little roomier in them. I'm down a couple pounds on the scale, but I think the room has more to do with bloatiness than anything. It could also be psychosomatic... any of this stuff could...

Aren't you slightly more attracted to me now? mmm bloat.

Early changes... I'm back to liking green tea. I really do like green tea, but it's no replacement for coffee. When I used it as such I developed a good hate on it.

I'm trying hard not to cheat in the slightest. I know that if I taste sugary dreamy sweetness, I'll just want more. Also, I totally don't want to go through caffeine withdrawal again. Definitely not going to have any major slip ups with that substance.

I'm going to a Sens/Habs game tonight. It'll be my first hockey game in a long time that I will not be drinking delicious cheap yet overpriced creamy good cold beer. what? nothing. but... beer...bloat...gluten...sugar... calories...alcohol...dehydration. bad things.

anyhoo, I'm ramblin' on again. about nothing that should really interest you.

Did you ever see that episode of It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia where Charlie complains because no one is listening to his story and then the gang points out that it's not a story, it's just an episode of Law & Order??